So yeah... I never wanted to start locking my entries, but people irl sometimes check up on my LJ, and I can't be bothered to change my name. I'm quite fond of Lunaste.

Entries that will be LOCKED:
Photos of me and people I know
Introspective and WAAAAAHMbulance posts
Stuff that goes a bit deep into my personal life
Stuff that's simply TOO weird for people who know irl me better than online me

Entries that will be PUBLIC:
Fic, art, all kinds of stuff I do
Thoughts on fandom or series
Shallow RL stuff
Random stuff
AKA the majority of what I post

I will err on the side of caution and if my infamous monster combo posts contain LOCKED stuff it will probably be locked.

But hey, if you want the full, 100% authentic, uncensored Lotte Experience, feel free to drop me a line! I try to be lulzy and low-drama except for the occasional rant and won't bite unless you ask me too.

I SAW EDDIE IZZARD LIVE.

IT WAS GLORIOUS.

IT'S VERY POSSIBLE MY LIFE IS COMPLETE NOW.

I am sorry for bringing this horrible, horrible story in your lives, but I need to share my pain.

Do NOT read this story if you are sensitive about cruelty to animals

I am still so white-hot with rage about this I can't even get mad properly. Yesterday I read this, and I spent a good twenty minutes crying over it.
What the fuck is wrong with people.

I LOATHE LOATHE LOATHE all my subjects this semester, so hooray, these are going to be a tough couple of weeks.

Someone remind me why I shouldn't just drop out right here and now.

I am so stuck in the mud with my original fic. Haalllllp.

Also, I've got such a love/hate relationship with supporting characters. They always hijack my stories with their geekiness and cars named after sci fi characters, their sparkliness and their Tragic Past (don't ask: that story I thought up when I was about fourteen), and in this story their gayness and blood dealings.
Get out and let me develop my main character properly! I don't want you to be more interesting than her!

Procrastinating like a motherlicker.

( Seven sins meme... )

So. Some things are just bugging me.

( YES SOMETIMES I MAKE NONFLAILY NONSQUEEY POSTS THAT ARE NOT JUST EMO WHINYNESS. BE VERY AFRAID. )

And that's how Sue Lotte.... C's it!

I AM SO CONFUSED

HAHAHAHAH SO OKAY I'M RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF WATCHING THE NEW MERLIN. BUT UTHER, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

( Possible spoilers for two events in the episode so far )

If you guys ever watched Fairly Odd Parents, he's basically a good looking version of Crocker with a plastic crown on his head.
"Fairy godparents! FAIRY GODPARENTS!"

THE "i've always wanted to tell you" MEME

GIVE IT TO ME ANONYMOUSLY, GUISE.

.....soooooooo.

.....any recs for Dark!Merlin fic?


ETA:
OUT OF MY FIFTEEN USERPICS I'VE GOT SIX OF MERLIN, AND OF THOSE: FOUR ARE OF GAIUS. FOR SHAME. FOR SHAAAAME.

NGL.
NEGL.
I AM SO GOING TO WATCH THE SHIT OUT OF THIS MOVIE.

YES, THIS NEEDS TO BE SPREAD EVERYWHERE. THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE ME ON TWITTER AND/OR FACEBOOK HAVE PROBABLY BEEN SPAMMED TO DEATH WITH IT NOW.

I JUST GOT A TWEET FROM CHAD LINDBERG. AKA ASH FROM SUPERNATURAL.

I GOT A TWEET FROM SOMEONE ON SUPERNATURAL and not just anyone, I loved the shit out of Ash when he was on

I CAN DIE NOW. THE ONLY THING BETTER WOULD HAVE BEEN IF THE GREAT CONFUSER OR THE J-PAD THEMSELVES WOULD HAVE TWEETED ME.

HEAD OVER HERE FOR S2 PROMO PICS AND SHIT THAT HAVE PROBABLY BEEN AROUND FOR AGES BUT THAT I HAVEN'T SEEN BEFORE.

ALSO I AM GLAD TO SEE

THAT THEY HAVE FINALLY STOPPED FUGGING ANGEL COULBY UP. SHE IS SO FUCKING GORGEOUS, SHOW, STOP HIDING IT UNDER UGLY YELLOW DRESSES.

ALSO HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA GAIUS'S FIEYAAAAACE NEW ROBES.

I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED FOR THIS NGL. WHAT HAS THIS FANDOM DONE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

FRIENDS DON'T LET FRIENDS DRINK AND POST

I MAY HAVE LEFT MY LAPTOP OPEN ON MY BED LAST NIGHT AND I MAY HAVE GONE ONLINE AND LEFT A STRING OF BARELY COHERENT MESSAGES TO PEOPLE. I AM SORRY IF YOU ARE A VICTIM DDD:

Okay so now I've got the emo self-pity whiny entry over and done with, MEME TIME. Taken from twasadark

1. Leave me a comment saying anything random, like your favorite lyric to your current favorite song.
2. I respond by asking you five personal questions so I can get to know you better.
3. You will update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and offer to ask someone else in the post.
5. When others comment asking to be asked, you will ask them five questions.

1. What annoys you most about LJ?
Ummm idk tbqh I've been neglecting LJ a bit. Also also I comment veeeery little but I ALWAYS read your entries unless I'm gone for a couple of days
What ignores me most about the system itself is the rich text option, I mean it's practical when formatting fic, but it's so terribly unpractical to use. What annoys me about the community is ppl who link to fic and then flock it. And how it's generally seen as a community made up only by whiny fifteen year olds and fandom mums.

2. How many freckles or moles do you have on your left arm?
I count about five, but I can't see my entire arm :') lol I bet everyone has been dying to know this about me ;)

3. What, specifically, makes you love MERLIN?
Oh god. Where to start? I mean, I've always loved myths, but although I knew about the Arthur myth, I never really got into it. And then it got redone as a show with a hot cast, dodgy effects, sparkly magic and LOTS AND LOTS OF GAY, Anthony Stewart fucking Head and adorable storylines which make me laugh and bite my nails and tug at my heartstrings.
Idk, but there's something in this show that just resonates with me, like some of you guys have with Supernatural (which I love fiercely but it's never been the be all end all).
The fandom is lovely, very little conflict or ship wars (BECAUSE THE SHOW BASICALLY SHIPS EVERYONE/EVERYONE) and the fic is amazing, so much good AU and stuff interwoven with the older mythology.

AND IT HAS SUCH POTENTIAL FOR LULZ. I MEAN, GAIUS. COME ON. HE ALONE IS WORTH IT. SAUCERAYYYYYYY.

4. What would you do if Dean Winchester were a real person who tried to pick you up in a bar?
I would... probably pretend I hadn't heard him and turn away or just go 'nothanksnotimegottagohome' and run for the hills.
Or take a shot if he offered to buy me a drink and then run slightly unsteadily for the hills.

5. What do you hope to do with your life after university?
Um, can you believe I honestly have no idea what I want to do with my life?
I'm pretty sure I won't have kids (although every adult around me is like YOU'LL CHANGE YOUR MIND LOL and I'm like, well, yeah, the possibility is there but I'm 99% sure I don't want kids) and marriage is an option, not a prerequisite. If I ever meet someone *despairs again*
I hope to do something in writing, but I'll see what happens. Writing fiction or poetry is a dream that will never come true probably but I'm gonna try for it anyways, and I always kind of hoped to write for a teen fashion magazine, or something else related to my interests: a GLBT magazine (but I kind of want a magazine like that doesn't exist yet: a GLBT magazine that doesn't focus on the GLBTness but on fashion and popular culture, just through gay-tinted glasses) or something involving media or popular culture.

SPOILERS FOR EVERYTHING.

( MERRRRRRRRRRRRRLIN )

( SUPERNATURAL )

WTH I HAD ANOTHER SPOILER THAT MELTED MY BRAIN WHEN I READ IT BUT I CAN'T REMEMBER IT WTH? WELL THEN JUST BE BLOWN AWAY BY THE SPN ONE.

I went to my cousin and his girlfriend/a good friend of mine in Amsterdam yesterday (and no credulesque I still haven't done weed yet)and by the time we were mixing cocktails out on the lawn in front of her student housing I'd decided I probably wouldn't make it home, so yay unexpected sleepover when you have nothing else with you other than your wallet, telephone (which won't charge anymore HELP) and iPod.

I did see a falling star for the first time ever and made a wish that will never come true but needed to be wished for anyway :)

also I dreamt about Veronica Mars, Merlin, and Patrick Wolf and Disney princess-fic, somehow all rolled up. Wtf subconsciousness

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HARRY POTTER FANDOM. I CAN NEVER, EVER, EVER LEAVE YOU, CAN I. OH MY GOD, THIS MOVIE. JUST.
I HATED THIS BOOK SO FUCKING MUCH AND THIS MOVIE IS SO FUCKING EPIC.

IT EVEN MADE ME LIKE GINNY WTH.

ALSO HBC I WORSHIP YOOOUUUU.

Also ajrlejrwerjklarj;elkw this movie reminded me why Draco used to be my absolute fav character (he's still one of my faves but not like unchallenged number one or anything).

the only negative thing I can think of to say is needs moar Lucius